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~The Poetry Lounge~~You may see a glimmer in my eye, but you don't know me. I am a complicated puzzle, and some of my pieces are missing. I am irrational thought, and logic looking for a home.~ 1月12日 Translucent
Find fault behind my eyelids,
the doubt that clouds my dreams.
Let the rain fall down,
deafen my ears to sound.
There is contempt in my silent scream.
My soul is a lonely entity,
a dimly lit star in the heavens
when darkness hides the trees,
Let the world fall down around me,
force me to my knees.
I am your perfect December sunset
yellow, bleeding into red
A cool breeze gently grazing your head.
I close my eyes,
squint back the tears,
clench my head to quite my lonely fears.
Rapidly I pace,
as my mind starts to race
translucent thoughts fo you.
Our bodies twisting through life,
outward soul my destination,
seasons... the hands of time.
Fear is the heart of love.
So I never looked back.......
Afford my heart the fate of not breaking,
my smile this gift of faking.
No pain in my tear,
bitter in my sweet
my heart indifferent
my soul mine to keep.
~AF~
12月16日 Thrashing
There’s a thrashing...
A soulless crashing in the air tonight.
All is dim in a world that once was bright,
Let silence befall my ears,
deafen them to sullen whimpers
precocious screams.
Blind my eyes to the lazy days
tempestuous dreams.
Mind working tirelessly on endless schemes.
Grind the gears to a halt,
ever reminding of who’s at fault.
Let there be silence in the mouths of babes,
preserve the innocence in a single glance
never let it slip not even by chance.
A single sullen sigh
a tear drops from my eye
unconsciousness carry me into a daze
find solitude in this haze,
let my body lye listless
drown me in your passionate kisses
All seeing eye penetrate my soul
ravish my body, devour me whole
drink me in and cry me out
my sinful body plant seeds of doubt
cast my memory into shadow
forget that we once touched
I am in dream state
held here in my minds waste
Kiss of poison, touch of Sainthood
if only I knew I could...
Clear the daze from my eyes
pain from my heart
begin at the beginning
start again at my start.
~AF~ 12月1日 Rhyme is a giftI am prolific, intellectually gifted my mind races at the speed of sound in my ambition, my logic is found. Tap, tap ,tap my feet on the ground, brace the heavens for my bodies break through break out....break down.. This my trip to cloud 9... My fluffy fascinations make it one step closer cloud 10. My eyes see in color, my minds eyes dreams in rhyme my teeth a chatter with my beat a little off in it's time. Beads of sweat trickle as my tingling lips begin to tickle, sweet soft kisses drink you in body still as I spit this, see my face as my soul misses... the orbit to your celestial fantasy. Tap, tap, tap my feet in the heavens unconscious life has ended elevate my being to this new plane do not think that I am fruitless in this vison for I am driven. Tap, tap, tap my head against the sky my intellect my tongues new dialect never just getting by, the search and hunger for knowledge an ever fleeting task. In the end, I will be the one who will bask in the glory of true wisdom with my faith I believe that a love of rhyme will span the test of time making others believe. ~AF~ 11月27日 Aspirations
Here we are inside my head
this quite place filled with dread
my secret of how I came to be
I was not always this woman I am proud be.
I once aspired to be great,
I once aspired to regal,
I once aspired to be an icon
I once aspired to be someone I was not
I once aspired to live a lie and not get caught.
Of these aspirations I once had.
It occurs to me that never,
not even once did I aspire to be ME....
Wrap my head around this preposterousness
my want, my need, childish, selfishness
to be viewed as icon of which I do not deserve
Ohhhh what gall, haha what nerve
say to this child, your living a dream
nothing in life is given for free
all that you aspire is not always what you will be.
Now I am much older and this wisdom I have gained
aspire to be great
aspire to be regal,
aspire to be kind,
aspire to conscious,
aspire to live not just exist
aspire to make a difference,
aspire to be yourself.
When I was just a little girl
these things I did not know,
that I will fall,
that I will stand tall,
I will cry, and even ask why.
My heart will break, and some day mend
I will go through changes,
view life in all it’s phases.
Yet in the end,
I may not be and icon,
the twinkle in your eye,
I am a little jaded,
flawed in my own way.
I now embrace my imperfections,
for this is the way I am meant to be.
No one else in the world,
Just supposed to be ME.
~AF~
11月24日 Breakdown
Mind drifting, twisting through a tale of he past.
When I was lost breaking down, I was alone.
No hand to reach for, no voice to comfort me.
My flesh with unbroken hunger for touch,
the captivating tingle when you approach.
Eyes deceiving, at the sight of you.
Once compassionate, and understanding.
Now Dark soullessness radiates.
Long legs draped on cold cobble stones,
an empty feeling chill my bones.
Isolation my comfort,
whirling thoughts my pillow.
Dark covering silence.
Body bending I am on my knees
mind a shatter, eyes clouded
spirit fading, soul unbroken.
At my darkest hour let me find my strength
chose to scream and feel this pain.
Time heal me, memory hold strong
perfection lie listless,
never break me apart. |
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